Today has been one of those days....early this morning I was all motivated. I was going to wash my windows, inside and out. and clean my house from top  to  bottom...well, I got as far as cleaning the house. Which is pretty good I guess. I would have started on the windows too but turns out I didn't have a ladder available for me to use today. And I don't like starting something and finishing it another day. Also...I have a wretched toothache :( I am kinda stressin cause I'm afraid its going to cost A LOT to fix, and plus I know that I have more than one cavity, the others just aren't hurting me yet. Sigh. To have insurance. It would be a great, non- stressful thing. I know I need to trust God to provide, either financially, or through healing. But for some reason I'm having such a hard time with it. I'm afraid that if I pray for healing that God isn't going to heal them.And that would just be such a big dissapointment for me right now. Lord help me! 


Anyway...in other news...next Monday we find out if this little nugget is a boy or a girl. I'm so excited, I can't wait to take a look at him/her again. It's such an amazing experience! I felt it move again on Friday. :) I absolutely love it!! I can't wait until its kicks are stronger. I'm really debating buying a home doppler off of amazon..that way I can listen to the heartbeat any time that I want to. Not that I worry about it at all, it was just be a really cool thing. I think maybe I will.Dwayne thinks its kindof ridiculous to get one, but I'm pretty sure that once he hears the heartbeat he would think its cool.:) 
Last night I dreamt I had the baby...it was a girl:) The past few nights in my dreams, no matter how crazy they are, whether I'm married in my dream or not, I'm always pregnant. haha Its kinda funny. Must be its a very real thing to  me by now. 


This coming weekend is church camping...I'm trying to get pumped about going...it hasn't happend yet lol I'm sure it will be fun once we get there, it will be cooler in the evenings, and we'll have a fire and all...great fall things:)
Well, I'm gonna go crash for a little bit.
Have a great week all!